I should probably have just dropped the class when my world began to implode. But I didn't.
I had a drop deadline. Can't remember what it was just now. Didn't want to use it. Dropping the class costs a bit of cash. And I'm somewhat miserly. And stubborn. There was a possibility that I could still cope. I can't admit defeat when there is still a possibility of success, however slight.
I had until October 23 to decide to take an elect to re-enroll. But an ETR costs a sizeable amount of cash, and I wasn't willing to part with it. So I didn't take that option either. Instead, I opted to plough forward in a course that I am not understanding, for which I have no time, and in which I am woefully behind.
In short, I decided that my sanity was worth less than the course drop fee. So now I'm stuck with it.
What do they say again? There are none so blind as those who will not see?
J keeps stealing my post-it notes. How am I supposed to study effectively with no post-it notes, I ask you?